R.E.S.P.E.C.T

An excerpt from my journal:
I lie awake at 3.09am on the morning of 6th April.In not the best of moods,i am pensive(:You see,life throws so much at us. Nobody’s life is entirely free of pain and sorrow. I would think its a question of learning to live with them rather than trying to avoid them .We are often told it is better to give than to receive, it is best to be humble and it is best to not shine a light on ourselves. True, but it is important to recognize that until we honor ourselves, we will not be able to fully give to another, shine the light on another or truly understand humility.What then happens when a line is crossed?Will we pretend that nothing ever happened?This fact is true about me:I know without a doubt that i can love with the whole of my heart and the opposite is equally true.
Why i have asked many times,doesn't it seem to get better?Because the pain created is always some form of non acceptance, an unconscious resistance to what is.The solution?Embrace acceptance.Afterall,all things considered,such is life:)And so today marks the beginnig of my turning point.......................()