Reflections From The Past.

A few days ago i turned 27!This is just not fair.The other day i was this innocent tiny young girl,but life has taken that away.I wanna be 18 till i die!!!Life is short.It goes by quickly.Live the moment.I generally still view the past events as if they were yesterday but i have to keep reminding myself that they happened couple of years ago.There are many paths that people walk in life.We all live different lives and some of our lives are really,really different from others...
This past year has been bittersweet to say the least.Infact i count the current period in my life as the hardest ever.Enyewe it has taken a toll on me.[sigh]Stress can do strange things;your thought process can change and you could find yourself doing things that you would not normally do.Best thing to do is relax,free yourself....which i did.Coincidentally,i was listening to Joel Osteen.He spoke about letting go and letting God.Basically letting God be in control.You see,He alone can fight our battles but we have to have faith.Joel spoke of 3 deserving stories that brought to light what it means to let go and let God.At the end of that sermon i was totally inspired,spiritually enlightened, encouraged,uplifted,joyous....need i go on?I remember sharing to my fiancée abt it when he came home that evening.I think he was excited for me.(love you babe)For the fact that i started seeing things in a different light.
So yes,im coming around again....Reaching out i feel im rising up,in a world that doesn't sleep at all,and coz of His grace im in a place i have never been before and in all the confusion He is the peace in my soul thats why i will never really be alone.